to all the miracles

I first started out with Arashi around 2012 and remembered knowing them way before but weren't really interested. I believe my first encounter with Arashi would be from VSArashi when Maru guested in an episode. Back then I was a hynphen (KAT-TUN fan) At the time KAT-TUN didn't had much going on so I filled my time with VSA. That's where the whole jouney really began..

2012 was quite a hectic year in my life as so many things happened that year. Been a hyphen for 2 years and suddenly KAT-TUN took a turn for the worse at the time. Not only that even my personal life was like a roller coaster. Things just weren't going well anywhere.. until I fell for Arashi. The only thing that manage to put a smile on my face and feel better even just the slightest bit was Arashi. From their variety to music or just their own personality could make anyone smile and laugh. That's one of their strength that I truly admire. Probably one of the reasons why I stood by their side ever since.

Last year even with the pandemic going on and all, they still manage to make every single second left count. Who would've thought we'd see Waku Waku Gakkou again? Kamishibai? Instalive? all just to make us feel better upon being stuck at home. Arashi starting using social media already felt like a dream, fans had been waiting for an opportunity like this for years!!

Nov 3~ despite covid BEST DAY EVER so far for 2020
ARAFES!!!!! this was my first Arafes and experiencing it, well not like the usual but I still hope to attend Kokuritsu one day! even by streaming live online you can still feel the same vibe as always. After all the years of becoming a fan but not actually entering their fanclub made me feel so bless for being one now. I got the privileges of being a fanclub member and it was very useful during Arafes.

Dec~ not much time left! better make use of every single second.
So Arashi decided to spend the very last moment with fans and held a concert online.They even made videos on youtube to properly prepare us for the very final live. 31st came and I was excited as ever from the moment I woke up but upon the evening my emotions started to kick in. I felt sudden moodiness. Obviously I'm excited for the live but reality check its also a farewell. I'm definitely not a person that cries easily and I mean it! I have a heart of a steal and have been told so since long ago. Damn I cried my heart out that very night! -as well the whole wide world I guess lol

Jan 1st 2021 just wasn't in the mood~
Sho, Nino and Aiba had shows for new year's special.. watched it but wasn't the same




I've come to realize how different it is if its not the 5 of them.. ARASHI will forever means LOVE to me
Time to start a new chapter.. (when I'm done mouring)